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Infatuation as an equation by in-my-heart, literature

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Infatuation as an equation

It came from nowhere. A little spark of lust when I saw you. Had I remained unavailable, that tiny spark would have faded away and disappeared. But I became single, which meant that something could happen. The kindling set alight by the spark. And then you spoke to me kindly, like soft whispers in my ears. Which encouraged the flames to appear. We talked more often, you suggested a visit and flirted a lot. And, perhaps unintentionally, you added fuel to the fire. And now I have a burning desire for you, and you want me to simply extinguish it. But don't you see it's not that easy?! Like a wildfire, my feelings cannot be shut off. T

No regrets by in-my-heart, literature

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No regrets

I have no regrets; Because you only regret the risks you are too scared to take. I do not cry; Because you only cry for grievance and I have lost nothing but a fantasy. I do not hate; Because you only hate for being ill-treated and he did not mislead me. Some may say I was too late, Or that I missed my chance; But earlier would have been too soon. Destiny means that we never had a chance. But that is not sad, It is just life. Our real chance for happiness lies in the arms and hearts of others.

Not Yet Over You... by in-my-heart, literature

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Not Yet Over You...

How do I tell you and explain this? When I know it will make no sense to you? It hardly makes sense to me! I miss you is the truth of it! But also I know that it cannot be. You will never make me happy again. And furthermore, twice in fact, I have not been 'good enough' for you. It's ironic how in one sentence; I'll say that every man will be compared to you. And in another, a dung beetle would be better than you! I feel that you have spoilt me, And I wasted my trust on you. In complete honesty… I don't want you, But I don't want you to have anyone else!

One More Night? by in-my-heart, literature

Just Friends 2 by in-my-heart, literature

Just Friends by in-my-heart, literature

Word of Hatred by in-my-heart, literature

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Word of Hatred

I hope you can understand, that I am still in shock and that my words may not flow or bring any sense. I guess that I always knew that we would end, But after so long, And being so understanding, I at least deserved more that just a text. You are a nobody and I can't see why I never told you. Dead end job, Drop out, No goal in life - my opposite. You could never say the right things to me, And you probably still think that I only pretend to hate myself, And that I say nothing because I am stupid, Not because I am made to feel that everything you do wrong is my fault. I tell you the one thing in the world that I truly fear, How

Roses - Full Text Version by in-my-heart, literature

A confession... by in-my-heart, literature

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A confession...

Don't for a second think that this easy because I have never really been fully in touch with my emotions. But here trying…. I miss you; And not just in a small way either. My life revolves around you, you are my life. All substance and definition comes back to you and you alone. I miss you so much that I feel like the only person in the world. It's like I am 14 again and it's not a feeling I EVER wanted to feel again. All those terrible times, all that pain. For God's sake, you've not even been gone a week and I am already feeling like this. What is this? When we are together I am fine. But know all I can think is September, September, Se

These Trees by in-my-heart, literature

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These Trees

Standing here, These trees have seen so much, Thousands of years, So many people, (So many broken hearts) I've always come here, Since I was a child, There is something, An atmosphere, A feeling, I know I can release my fears, Be myself. These trees cannot judge me, They cannot say a word, But there are here for me, They are real. I am real. I shout out my declaration; 'I won't let them hurt me. I won't lose who I am, They will never know me. Let them be shallow! I strive off their hatred! It's all that has given me my goals!!' The leaves wave an applause. Complete - I leave.

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Infatuation as an equation by in-my-heart, literature

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Infatuation as an equation

No regrets by in-my-heart, literature

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No regrets

Not Yet Over You... by in-my-heart, literature

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Not Yet Over You...

One More Night? by in-my-heart, literature

Just Friends 2 by in-my-heart, literature

Just Friends by in-my-heart, literature

All around you. by in-my-heart, literature

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All around you.

Why is it you had to treat me like that? Did it give you a boost to know I am such a fool for you? Did you just want that 'love em and leave em title? When did you become this prick? How can you not know the space in your life before you invited me into it? Inside I am exploding but on the outside I treat you right. Like the friend I want, or the second best I settle for. Cos I don't want to hurt you or mess you up, can you look at me and say the same back?! I wonder if you have ever been truthful. Are our lives based on the lies we share. Would things be different if we were honest?

Her by in-my-heart, literature

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Her

She always has a way of bringing me down. Sometimes she is a fake, and by being myself you don't want me. Sometimes she can be such a pain in the ass, Somehow she is better than me. Often she is the exception to the rule of how we can't be us. Sometimes she is more 'Full On' than me, Sometimes you are her drunken mistake, Somehow she is better than me. Then sometimes people say we are so similar. Sometimes we're both as smart, Sometimes we're both as slim, Sometimes we're are both as caring, Sometimes we're both as 'challenging' Somehow she is better than me. Somehow you prefer her to me. Why am I so different??

A Halloween Story by in-my-heart, literature

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A Halloween Story

The night draws in, All Hallow Eve. The dark sky glows, Moon and stars. There is no party for me, Alone and down. Let me tell you a scary story. Once there was a princess, She glowed with confidence. Not that she was in love with herself. She was pure. One day the princess went to school, There the wicked witch found her. She beat the princess, Taunted the princess, Broke the princess. Through her actions, The wicked witch cursed the princess. While to others she was beautiful, In her eyes, she was a monster. She felt like a monster. The darkness took over her mind. A devil rose inside her. Commanding her. No monster i

Roses by in-my-heart, literature

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For my Mother.. by AkesaRenee, literature

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For my Mother..

I'm up alone yet again... My mom is in bed and sick as ever... She has many illnesses of many kinds... She has trouble walking and sometimes even talking. I love her but I can't accept the fact That she will be sick almost everyday. People say they understand but do they really? How can they if there mother not this way. She tries so hard for me.. That's just one of her great qualities She pushs her self to get things done. She always feels she needs to be on the run. She needs to relax and calm down. That's what she's doing right now. People say I am mature.. Well, I have to be for my mother... If she's sick I need to do wha

My heart is blank by AleciaCrown, literature

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My heart is blank

Nothing My mind is blank Yep it's you for this Who I'll thank I can't hear I am sitting scribbling down words No you don't fill me with fear Rip my heart out Yep you already did Don't make me shout Beacause you know that I will You think I'm so lazy And you know you won't ever know How I am absolutely crazy Nothing My heart is blank You tore it out And just didn't care

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Each and Everyday by AngelFire8376, literature

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Each and Everyday

You make me smile You take away my pain That's why I like to talk with you Each and everyday You make me laugh Though you don't say a thing That's why i like to talk with you Each and everyday You dry my eyes, when I am sad By the little things you say That's why I like to talk with you Each and everyday You scare away my fears When I seem to be afraid That's why I like to talk with you Each and everyday You make me happy When i'm feeling down, and stray That's why I like to talk with you Each and everyday And when I seem lost You find me when I lose my way That's why I like to talk with you Each and everyday And

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Word of Hatred by in-my-heart, literature

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Feb 23
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Probably Serenity, or maybe V for Vendetta. Then again cant beat bridget jones occasionally?!

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in-my-heart

Aug 19, 2012

Work in Progress

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A random text, A little smile, Do you know I think of you all the time? Just a friend, Or something more? Can't you see my feelings torn? I want you. Do you want me? I wish that it was plain to see! Do you want a lover, Or just a friend. I wish I knew which signals you send!

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in-my-heart

May 4, 2011

History

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I can't helping thinking about my ex today. My first PROPER ex. Five years ago today, we had been on a couple of dates but then he stopped texting. But I still went to our usual meeting place, to no for sure that he wasnt interested, and there he was! Phone had broken (or got lost I don't remember which) and thats why he had gone silent. That was the day we became "official". I can't help but wonder what would have happened in both our lives if I hadn't gone to see him. Would he have found a way to get back in touch? Would I have found somebody different instead? But ultimately would that 'someone else' break my heart as he did. Would I hav

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in-my-heart

Jun 4, 2010

Yet Another Week Passes

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Well, It's been a week of stressy work, so now I'm going to enjoy myself this weekend. I'm generally feeling better this week, but secretly worried how I'll feel when i see THE EX next weekend :/